In the opening scene of The Patriot, one of my favorite movies, Benjamin
Martin (Mel Gibson) says, "I have long feared that my sins would return to
visit me, and the cost is more than I can bear."
Each time that I would watch that movie, I thought of my own rebellion,
and wondered if my heart would be broken in similar ways that I had broken the
hearts of others. The Bible says, "The Lord is longsuffering and abundant in
mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression; but He by no means clears the
guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third
and fourth generation." The Bible also says, "Do not be
deceived, God will not be mocked; whatever a man sows, that will he also
reap." I know that some may say that my theology is somewhat off
target, but it does not diminish the truth surrounding my personal
fears concerning my past failures.
Following my email last week, I realized that my silence over the
past few years resulted in many of you not knowing our family situation. We are
still in the Starkville/Sturgis area of Mississippi , and our home became what sociologists
call a multi-generational household when Apryl moved back with her boys
following their birth in October of 2012. We are all still
adjusting to our "new" normal, and by God's grace, we will do more
than survive, we will thrive!
After preaching and writing on the "Ministry of Sorrow"
and how that God uses everything in our lives to conform us into the image of
His dear Son, I admit that my initial response to Micah and Eli was less than
ideal. Looking back, I realize now that God was teaching me that too much
of my life was still about me and my reputation, and not about Him and His
glory.
This journey called life is about growing, learning and
maturing, and I've got a long way to go. I appreciate so much the kind and
gracious responses that I received last week. We all need real friends to pray
and encourage us as we all walk by faith, and I am blessed to know of your love
and concern. When a local pastor learned of my recent availability, he invited me to be in his pulpit. Thank you, Randy, what a great
blessing to once again be with the wonderful people of the Wesley Community Church . I am also privileged to be preaching in our home
church, Friendship Baptist Church in the Craig Springs community near Sturgis, on this upcoming Sunday during both services..
Thank you for praying for us in this new journey of faith - God bless you!
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