“Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended;
but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching
forward to those things which are ahead, I press
toward the goal for the prize
of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 3:13-14
Multitasking: the performance of multiple
tasks at one given time; the work of applying proper focus upon several
responsibilities that must be done concurrently; the stressful labor of giving
oversight to multiple demands or events at the same time.
In a world that continues to operate at
internet speeds, the idea of multitasking is something that many of us can
relate to. In makes no difference if we are in an office environment, a stay at
home mom, a construction site, a health clinic or hospital, or if we are a
staff member at a local church. We all know what it means to multitask, and we
all know how mentally and emotionally draining it can be when our we are pulled
in different directions and forced to focus on several demands at one time. In
fact, after years of study, psychologists, medical doctors, and even human
resources specialists in the business world are saying that multitasking is
detrimental to an individuals overall health, and to their long range productivity.
This revelation should come as no surprise
to us who are serious students of the word of God. In the Old Testament, Moses
was a man with a full plate. He was providing critical leadership to the Jewish
people following their exodus out of the land of Egypt . When his father-in-law, Jethro, saw the incredible load that Moses was
seeking to carry, he confronted him in a loving and firm way: "The thing
that you do is not good. Both you and these people who are with you will surely
wear yourselves out. For this thing is too much for you; you are not able to
perform it by yourself." (Exodus 18:17-18) He then counseled Moses to
select able men who would become rulers over a certain number of people, to
judge matters that would arise between them. There would be other rulers, or
judges, that would hear cases that could not be easily decided. If anything was
too difficult for this hierarchy, or network, of leaders, then eventually Moses
would hear the case and apply God's law to the situation. What was Jethro
telling Moses? Multitasking will put you in an early grave!
Now I know that we cannot totally escape
this reality of life. But at times we must take a healthy look at where we are
physically, mentally, emotionally, relationally, and spiritually, especially
when we seek to spread ourselves thin in order to cover a lot of bases.
Recently, I was led of the Lord to do some evaluating on my own walk of faith
in this journey of life. As I began to look carefully at what dominates my
time, focus, and energy, I remembered the testimony of the Apostle Paul in
Philippians chapter three. His saying "one thing I do" really began
to intrigue me. As I meditated on this passage, I also looked at other verses
of scripture that had the two words "one" and "thing"
wedded together. This time of study proved to be very personal to me, and I
hope it will be very profitable to me, and others, as well.
If you have been reading Seeking Him since
its inception, or have taken the time to read all the posts chronologically,
you understand how my heart has been recaptured and drawn back to my first
love. Three years of having wandered in the wilderness was enough. God showed
me that He still had a desire to use me in His kingdom activity, and it has
been exciting and exhilarating to immerse myself again in the work of the
gospel. In evaluating my life during the past few weeks, it has been easy to
discover that three areas of life dominate my time: family, work, and ministry.
Realizing that God was calling me to let something go in order to invest more
time in ministry, I knew that He was not putting His finger on my family and
telling me to let them go. My precious wife still loves me and has a long list
of "honey-do" projects, and Apryl still relies upon us heavily in helping
with Micah and Eli. So walking away from this incredible responsibility and
delightful task was not what He was demanding. Therefore, the only item that
His gaze could be fixed upon, and demanding some kind of change, was my work.
Realizing that the only way
that I could serve as Paul did, with a more single focus, has caused me to inform my
employer that I will conclude my time with his company toward the end of this
year. He grew up in a pastor's home and understands the struggles of ministry.
He is supportive of my decision, and I have enjoyed my years of working for him
and his wife in their family business. I have no financial guarantees in the
future, but that's fine with me. My family and I have been in similar
situations before, and God has always been faithful. I learned a few years ago
that to journey successfully on the pathway of faith is quite simple. All we
have to do is hear Him when He speaks to us, then TRUST and OBEY. My goodness, someone ought to write a song about
that!